I’m sorry it’s been so plumming long. They had me in seclusion so they could make sure I wouldn’t run off, back to you. Which, if I’m being honest, I think about every second I’m here. Where is here? Well they sent me all the way back to Monte Vista to reassess where my head's at and where my loyalties lie. Of course you are where my loyalties lie. I can’t get you out of my head and it’s crazy to think about how far away you are from me now. This whole time I’ve been thinking I should have stopped to talk to you, I shouldn’t have run off. I think I did it more for my benefit than yours. I was being selfish. I knew that when I looked into those big beautiful brown eyes of yours I wouldn’t leave. I’d say “To plum with everyone else!” and take you into my arms and never let go. That’s why I had to do it. I wonder if you hate me, or at least despise me. I wonder what life is like for you now. Have you moved on from me already? Do you have that job you’ve always wanted? Is your Dad still hard on you? Has your brother still not grown a pair and asked Callie out? These are all things I wish we could talk about, but I know we can’t. I’m sorry there’s no return address on the envelope but I can’t risk it with you. I know you can be crazy and rash at times, and if I know you (which I do) you will come and hunt me down no matter where I am in the world. That’s what I love about you.